There was good & bad to my appt today & since I've calmed down I will try to be more levelheaded.
Good: I enjoy the staff at the office. They're very nice & address you by your name. They didn't argue with me about how far I was & understand I could be only 12.
Bad: They could not find the heartbeat on doppler even though 3 people tried. They got a ultrasound machine supposely only for heartbeat checks & supposely found one after 5 mins of very very painful pushing. Honestly, it hurt like hell. But they reassured me (the 3 times I asked "are you sure?") they saw the heartbeat. I saw a white dot that didn't move and no baby around said dot. But they're the experts! :)
Good: The well women exam was very quick and she said she believes I am in fact 14 weeks, not 12, but they'll verify with an ultrasound. Yay!
Bad: Ultrasound isn't until Valentine's Day!!! I have to wait 15 more days until I know for sure whether I am on my timeline or 2 weeks ahead. I will either be 14 or 16 on Vday. Interesting. If I am in fact 16 on Vday then I was 11 weeks pregnant when I found out. But anywho!
It was good & bad. I'm having a hard time not being able to hear the heartbeat or see it BUT I must trust the doctors. And in 2 weeks I will be able to see my baby & know how big he/she is! Exciting! :)
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